Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with my body? I binged yesterday... mostly on crackers, small amounts of nutella, peanut butter, and margarine, and a portion of oatmeal. I was stoned since I came back from a dubstep show, and raging with the munchies. And this is clearly the reason why I've tried to avoid weed at all costs... because the fucking munchies messes everything I've worked hard for, except for today. I lost weight after a binge.... so that could only mean that I'm pretty dehydrated, so I'll probably gain a pound or two of water tomorrow. Or at least that's what I'm expecting.
I have no clue what I'll be having today so for now... nothing, and some laxatives.
UPDATE: I've had coffee and raspberry oatmeal: 300cal
Melon and cottage cheese: 150cal
Crackers: 140cal
Tea + Whitener: 50cal
Tuna Melt: 390cal
heya! i just found you via another blog! my blog is http://andies-lemons.blogspot.com/ and i rant and rave about my eating disorder. i love reading your posts! xoxo a
ReplyDeletealso, i used to be an avid toker...ya know, for like 5 or so years...and it always led me to binge. the munchies will kill ya! my boyfriend and i broke up, and i just haven't had the motivation to "get" anymore, mainly bc i don't wanna go outta the way for sources. he was my main source! there were some others in there, but gah, not anymore. i wish i still smoked bc it puts my head in a better place (for a limited time) and then the binging comes in. in my books, weed = binge lol. but weed = yummy. its all a balancing act, i guess. xoxo a
ReplyDeleteHey Andie, I just subscribed to your blog and it's very interesting. Keep up the great work and blog, blog, blog!
DeleteYeah, I love and also hate weed... the munchies just kill me time and time again.
We should figure out a way to enjoy some good bud without binging. Lol.
Thanks for commenting. Good luck.