123.6lbs.

Wow,I've gained 2 pounds within one day.
I'm hoping that it's water weight since I did eat a lot of foods that were salty, and that I haven't gone to the bathroom yet to get rid of it all.
I'm scared...
RM was bothering me so much with food. He wouldn't drop the subject, he wouldn't stop shoving it in my face, and he even told me that he hopes that I'm not turning anorexic. He doesn't know that I've had anorexia in the past, but he does know that I've had some eating issues. And because he kept badgering me about eating, I had to eat in front of him.
He gave me half a shortbread caramel cookie, 5 pieces of sushi, and an apple... I felt so horribly guilty that I just wanted to die. I consumed 500cal more on top of my over shot calorie budget...
1270cal + 500cal = 1770ca.
To say the least, I fucked up yesterday, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna fuck it up again today.

I had...
- Chocolate Cheerios with Almond Milk: 140cal
- Jasmine Green Tea: 0cal

Ugh... I feel sick so hopefully eating wont be on my mind. I'll be drinking lots of tea, though.
Tonight RM and I are supposed to go to a Club tonight to help promote our DJ friend. He asked me to remind him not to drink, and since drinks are calories I wont be drinking either.
I'm going to try and stick to the 900cal-1000cal eating regime when I'm at work, but I'm not so sure if it's a good idea during my days off. I'm either forced to eat more since people apparently want to see me eat or eat with them. Weird. Why does every little life event have to revolve around food? Why can we all just do an non-eating activity together and go our separate ways when it's meal time?

Since I've went grocery shopping last night, I actually have decent stuff to eat. I'll be making myself a low calorie salad with raspberry vinaigrette.
85g of Spinach: 20cal
100g of Cucumber: 15cal
2T of Raspberry Vinaigrette: 60cal.
100g Zucchini: 15cal
A dash of Black Pepper: 0cal
Total: 110cal

Sigh, well, I guess I'll do some chores and get ready for tonight.
Wish me luck ladies.
I'm gonna fucking need it.

UPDATE:
Tuna on Toast: 260cal
Apple - 100cal

Total: 610

UPDATE#2:
I'm gonna head out and have two beers. 300cal.

DAILY TOTAL: 910cal.