I've fallen off of the plan yesterday and I'm amazed that my weight is still at a healthy 120.4 pounds despite eating pizza, nachos, lots of bread, fancy coffee drinks, sweets, etc. I need to go back onto my plan and focus even harder on losing the weight. I figured that 110 would be my 1st ultimate goal weight since anything below 110lbs my body starts to shut down; hair falls out, my period stops, my energy levels are practically non-existent. I just want to be normal, but skinny normal. I want to be able to still do the things I want to do but with a lesser obsession with food.
I'm actually dreading eating breakfast or anything today... I hate weighing everything even though I have to, and I hate eating, even though I have to... I dunno. I'll derp on my laptop for a bit longer before I decided to eat something.
UPDATE: @ 12:45pm
Fruit Salad & Toast: 260cal
UPDATE: @ 3:18pm
Peas & Apple Salad: 200cal
Melba Toast: 140cal
UPDATE: @ 500pm
BK Apple Pie: 340cal
UPDATE: @ 5:54pm
I small bite of Cookie: 40cal
UPDATE: @ 8:20pm
Soup, Peas, & Melba Toast: 240cal
UPDATE: @ 11.:14pm
Toast & Margarine: 250cal
Total: 1470cal
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