119.2lbs.
I'm still going strong. My clothes seems to fit a little looser. I think when I get my next pay check I'll be getting some new outfits. I'm stoked.
UPDATE: 1:15pm
Mocha Coffee: 175cal
Veggie Sandwich: 350cal
Fruit Salad: 135cal
Melba Toast: 70cal
So far... 730cal
UPDATE: 4:08pm
A bit of white rice: 50cal
200g of green peas: 160cal
2T of cucumber dressing: 40cal
Apple: 100cal
Total: 1080cal
Update: 6:26pm
I've allowed my self to eat a total of 1600cal today. I've been thinking about loosing weight the proper way and having a more sustainable diet so that I can kick my extreme ED thoughts aside. I figured that a more sustainable diet would help me achieve my goal without feeling hungry, which leads to stress and fatigue, which would eventually lead to a binge. I'll be able to reach my goal and maintain my weight in the long run and feel happier with myself. So, here's me plan starting tomorrow....
www.caloriecount.com says that I need to eat...
1200cal a day until March 12, 2011 to reach my goal of 110lbs.
I'll have 1200cal on days that I work, since my job is so active.
And on the days that I don't, I'll have between 1000-1100cal.
I'll be gaining a bit a weight within the first week since my body will need to adjust to caloric change, but I'm ready for it.
I know it sounds like a lot of bullshit, but I don't want my hair to fall out, have a different mood, lose my personality, and eventually have my loved ones pushed away. I love my life, I love myself, and I love my body enough to change it for the better.
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