Sunday, January 15, 2012

Gotta Focus

 I'm sick of winter and the barren amount of produce available. It's the worst season for any kind of change and for any kind of growth/development.  I want to taste the fresh vibrancy of fruits, the nutrition of their flesh, the explosive energy from their benefits.
I've went to the grocery store and went on a frozen fruit shopping spree. Even though they were expensive, I need to invest in good quality food so that my body and reap the benefits. I've purchased mangoes, peaches, raspberries, and blueberries. Then I've bought apples and oranges since they were some what in season.
I've made my breakfast for tomorrow and I'm excited to eat it. It's a bowl of the frozen fruits I've bought, and it's thawing in the fridge.

70 grams each of mangoes, raspberries, blueberries, and peaches; all for 135 calories.
With the fruit salad, I'll also be having a slice of toast with vegan margarine; 125 calories.
So my breakfast tomorrow will be.. 260cal.

I'll be working all day so I'll have a coffee with soy and splenda at around 75cal.
And during one of my breaks, I'll be having a sandwich of some sort at about 350cal.

For a snack, some melba toast: 70

After work I'll be having 1 cup of butternut squash soup; 90cal.
100g of frozen sweet peas; 80cal.
Melba toast; 70cal.

Total of... 995cal.

I hope that I can stick to this plan. I'll be working a full 8 hour shift, and stress is what normally causes me to breakdown either emotionally or mentally.
I'm also hoping that my weight will drop below 120lbs tomorrow since I've been good today and had lots of BMs.
I'm still choked that I ate a lot yesterday but again... I did it for my mom. She can't know that I'm on an extreme diet to be extremely underweight, it'll just crush her.

Anyways, I'll post my weight up in the morning like always.
<3

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