I'm definitely thinking about eating since my mind isn't preoccupied with work. So in a way, controlling my eating when I'm at home is much harder than on the days that I work. It makes sense.
I found out the other day that I love rules, I love following rules, and I love making rules, restrictive ones at that.
It's like having a certain boundary that I'm allowed to frolic in, and this space that is encompassed by my rules is wonderful, perfect, and thin. The outside... not so much.
RM woke up 3 hours after I did. He's still sick... poor guy. And since today is Thursday, RM wanted his usual Double Stacker meal with fries, a diet coke, and an extra burger on the side. He's basically consuming 1410cal in one meal (thank you BK website). He asked me if I could eat BK with him since he's like eating food with me, but I had to decline and be a party pooper. I told him that I was committed to eating healthier. He gave me a rather small funny look, but dropped the subject right away.
I used to just have the burger without stacker sauce and fries, which comes to 830cal, back in my 'recovered' phase. Now that I'm on this whole restrictive eating regime, I can only have one burger; The Veggie Burger with no mayo which comes to 320cal. Of course I wont be having fries any more, there's no more room for that at all.
So next time RM asks me to eat BK with him, I'll get that burger and eat it as slow as I can; maybe leave some of the bun behind.
So far, I've had my toast with margarine @ 250cal.
1 Spinach Feta Wrap @ 280cal
Coke Zero - 0cal
I have eaten 530cal so far.
And 275cal will be going away to my dinner with the girls at Red Robin's. That leaves about... 145cal to spare.
I'll probably have an apple after dinner when I'm home again with RM.
I just hope that I'll be mentality okay to handle all of this...
Anyways, I've gotta go shopping. I'll blog again soon. |
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