120.2

My weight keeps fluctuating around 120-120.5 pounds. I now know that the pounds I lots during the beginning of the new year was just water weight, and the weight I'm losing now is actual fat. To say the least, I'm scared... actually, terrified since this might put a wrench into my hard work and effort.
Oh, and by the way, I'm sicker than yesterday and woke up with a MASSIVE migraine. I'm probably going to have to call in sick for my Sunday's shift. I just wont be able to serve coffees for lattes in my condition. My sinuses have so much pressure in them, my nose is always congested, I seem to always have a headache, and I'm always tired, groggy, grumpy, and just not my usual self.
Today, I plan on visiting my mom since I haven't seen her for a couple of weeks. I just hope she doesn't feed the shit out of me since I don't want to go over my calorie budget, plus home-cooked foods are difficult to calorie-count since I didn't have any control over the prep/cook.  I'm thinking I can go to the grocery store and buy a can of chicken soup and have her watch me eat it. I need to think of a good excuse to tell her that I can't eat much even though I'm sick.
I could tell her...
- I'll vomit if I eat too much.
- My migraine is killing my appetite.
- I only want to eat fruit/veggies since they're super healthy for my illness.
- I rather go lay down somewhere and rest than eat.
I need to control my calorie intake since I've gained a bit of weight, not a lot of it, but it's still more than less.
I just don't feel like doing anything today... my head feels like it's going to explode. I feel if someone rubs me the wrong way I'll just burst into tears...
Time to look at some thinspo before my eyes explode from the pressure building up behind them.
I'll update later soon.

UPDATE: @ 11:22am
Spinach Feta Wrap: 280cal

UPDATE: @ 1:55pm
Black Tea w/ Almond Milk & Splenda: 20cal

UPDATE: @ 3:23pm
RFTBB Sandwich: 320cal

UPDATE: @ 6:05pm
2 Cups of Butternut Squash Soup: 180cal
250g of Steamed Broccoli: 85cal
1 Slice of Dry Toast: 80cal

DAILY TOTAL: 965cal

UPDATE: @ 7:00pm
I actually only ate half of my broccoli because I didn't know I would make the amount that I did.
So, I'm going minus 30cal from the total since I think I ate more than half of it.
NEW TOTAL: 935cal.
:D

UPDATE: @ 8:25pm
2 Lemon Honey Halls Cough Drops - 30cal

NEW TOTAL: 965cal.