What the hell is going on? Yesterday I was 122.3 and now I'm 120.2lbs???
I'm super fucking pleased with my weigh in, obviously, but I hate how my weight fluctuates so easily.
120.2lbs...
The last time I was this weight was a couple of years ago when I was binging and super depressed and my weight was going up, not down.
I don't think RM has ever seen me with this weight. I'm nervous for the day that he notices, that my body is getting smaller. He's already noticed my eating habits, but he just thinks I'm doing it for health reasons.
Wow...
5 pounds within 10 days. I'm so proud of myself.
But I'm not going to cross off my goal weight board just yet. I have to be bat least below 120lbs to do that first. I need to prove to myself that I can be below 120lbs.
Today,I'll be having cereal for breakfast. 250cal.
I'll be going to work as well, so I'll have coffee, 100cal.
Probably a ham sammie, 370cal.
Toast w/ Vegan Margarine: 250cal
Anyways, looks like 2012 is going to be a great year.
I'll update soon.
UPDATE! : 11:02pm
Cereal for Breakfast. 250cal.
Coffee, 100cal.
Ham Sandwich: 370cal.
Toast w/ Vegan Margarine: 250cal
1 Hawaiian Chocolate Candy: 65cal
Total: 1035cal
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