A Pinch of Emptiness

I just stumbled across my Ex's facebook page...
His roommate has a page for her make-up artistry, and I guess I now know that I'm subscribed to her since she just updated it, and a notification popped up. Curiosity got the best of me and I searched for his name, and now he has one again since his name is hyper-linked.
I clicked it and there he was.
For some reason... I felt sad and hopeless; kind of like when you have an event to go to, and you have the perfect t-shirt in mind, and then you come home you realise it's really dirty and you don't have enough time to wash and dry it. Haha. Yeah... Luckily, RM came home just in time to nip that feeling gone.

My day at work was normal. I worked with the two girls I don't mind working with, and it wasn't all too busy.
I'm so glad to be home, though. I just love the amount of comfort feel when I have the option do whatever the fuck I want.

As for eating, I've eaten what I posted earlier. Now it just a matter of finding something to eat that's only 260cal.
Oh wait, I just remembered I drank a large tea lemonade with splenda for 75cal.
260 - 75 = 185cal.
Nevermind, it's gonna be 185cal instead.

I guess I'll have a spinach salad since there's that in the fridge.
I'll have 85g for 25cal.
and... 4oz of steamed, short-grain, white rice for 150cal

UPDATE!
So for today in total, I had and will have..
- Starbucks's Awake Tea: 0cal
- 60g of Instant Oatmral: 240cal
- 2 slices of Toast w/ Vegan Margarine: 250cal
- RFTBB Sandwich: 320cal
- Large Tea Lemonade: 75cal
- 85g of Spinach: 25cal
- 8oz of cooked rice: 300cal
... 1210cal.

I went a little over my limit, which makes me anxious, but I should be fine. Don't sweat the small stuff. Focus on the bigger picture. WATER, WATER, WATER!!

Anyways, I'll post some more thoughts tomorrow.
Night ladies.