Scattered Thoughts, Events, Issues.

So, I've been on and off of the diet wagon for the past few days. I guess the stress of everything is finally catching up to me. I haven't weighed myself, but yesterday and hopefully today will give me the courage to weigh myself tomorrow.

I just learned last week that my cousins are coming to visit my parents and my brother in a few days, and I'm expected to be there as well. The thing is, I'm not a family oriented person, so their visit doesn't mean anything to me, but they're excepting me there because we used to be really close when I was younger. They always have something to say about my weight, if I lost or gained, and it seems to be the only focus they have for me. Plus, they're all super goal oriented and focused of my "break" from university. I don't want them to dissect everything about me, and I just want to be left alone. I'll probably come up with a lie and say that I'm working early/late on they days they visit. I'll visit them for a couple hours because that's probably all I can take from them.

Work is work, and JK still likes me. I found out that he's my secret santa for my company's staff party. Lol. I'm curious to see what he'll get me.

And just today I asked RM if I could go over to his place tonight. I know I'll be bored after work so going to his place will give me something to go. Plus, it'll also give me something to look forward to all day today. :D
I'm pretty stoked. I love being with him, he makes me feel so calm and stress free. I love cuddling up to him, and the conversations we have are pretty funny. And sleeping next to him is so easy because I'm so comfortable around him.
I'm also looking forward to a night of good sleep because there's been some crazy construction going on at my place and it's driving me nuts. And all this stress is making me want to eat. Lol.

So yeah, sorry about not blogging more frequently. It's just been crazy stressful for the past few days.

I'll try to blog tomorrow, and let you ladies know what's happening.
Thanks for the support too. Best of luck to all of you.

Bye~!