Mini-Goal Complete

Before I went to work, I went to Indigo (a bookstore for those of you who don't know) and I tried to get "Wasted" or "Thin" but they were sold out on both of them. I was a bit disappointed but I could always get them used and a lot cheaper online, so I'll just do that instead.
So after the bookstore, I went to a vitamin shop and decided to get some vitamins that doesn't give me nausea or have a funny taste. They were about $50 but I'm always willing to spend money on good quality health products; it's always been my thing. I mean, that shit goes in to your body and your body absorbs it. I don't want to poison myself with cheap things, so I've decided to get healthy and start taking care of my body with ana-guidelines. Orthorexia Nervosa was the specific type of anorexia I had. I was OBSESSED with healthy foods and products because I was so concerned that my restrictive eating was declining my health, which it obviously did. Because of this, I've revised my resolution; to eat as healthy as I can and to see processed foods as inedible. I owe this to myself because I only have one body and I have to make the most of it. And even though I fucking hate myself a lot of the time, I love myself enough to do this. My body deserves it. No, actually, everyone's body deserves this. People have no idea what kind of poisons they're putting into their bodies, and it makes me sad that they have no idea.
Anyhoo, my future goal is to become a holistic nutritionist and guide others to eat health (minus the crazy ana-rules I have for myself, lol).
So, today I've managed to eat 1200 calories. I've completed my mini-goal for today.
Breakfast: Low-Fat Turkey Bacon BFast Sammie - 320cal
Lunch: Sausage Breakfast Sammie - 500cal
Dinner: Chicken Ranch Sammie - 360cal
Total: 1180cal
I do eat a lot of sammies, but that's because that's all that my work place has and I haven't been grocery shopping in the longest time. Plus, I also get these for free most of the time and so they're just plain convenient and tasty.
Work, today, was work. I felt pretty good in the morning, like positive, and that carried on for most of the day until the end when I usually suffer from a caffeine crash. I need to take more caffeine so that I can crash when I'm home. Lol.
I worked with JK and TP again, the boys. TP always puts me in a good mood, he's a really good kid, whereas JK could use a little work. He wasn't so annoying today for some reason. I guess it's because he doesn't like me anymore, lol. I'm kinda sad that he doesn't like me in that way, but on the other hand I wont have to stress out about it when I'm thinking about RM. RM is going to be the only guy I do anything 'couple-y' with, because he deserves my full attention, he's one in a billion, kind, and deserves only good things in his life. I'm really glad that I'm special to him, even though we're not officially a couple, it's nice that he seeks me out sometimes.
Tomorrow, I think I'll have a Vega breakfast shake and my whey protein for breakfast. It'll add up to... 220+130=350cal which it a comfortable range for me. And for lunch, I'll probably have a work sandwich, and well for my dinner. I dunno, my shift tomorrow isn't my usual shift so I don't know how I'll cope with a new eating time table. Crazy, I know. Lol. OR!!! I could bring oatmeal with me, and have only one work sammie. I'm a genious! Lol. Kidding. I'll take two packets of the maple brown sugar oatmeal which adds up to 320cal. So my breakfast and lunch will put me at 670cal, which will leave me with 530cal. Hmmm... that's a lot to work with... I think I'll add an apple cinnamon oatmeal to my breakfast.
So tomorrow's plan will be...
B: Vega/Whey Shake (350cal) & Apple Cinnamon Oatmeal (130cal) - 480cal
L: 2 Brown Sugar Oatmeals - 320cal
D: Work Sammie?? - Up to 400cal
Sweet. I'm stoked for this. This will be my new mini-goal; to complete another day of eating 1200cal.
Anyways, that's all I have for tonight. I probably wont weigh myself tomorrow because I've noticed that I'm a little larger from the holiday binge eating.
So, goodnight, and stay strong. <3