Sunday, January 2, 2011

Into the New Year... 2011!

I finally weighed myself this morning, and to my surprise I weighed in at 132.3 pounds. I was shocked because of all the binging I've done yesterday and the night before and the night before that, I should be at least 135 pounds or more. Plus, I haven't had my ECA stack which is also another surprise.
I'm 2.3 pounds away from my 1st goal target, and once I'm there, I can finally say goodbye to the 130s for good. I'm feeling pretty good about this. Like I said last year, I have a gut good feeling about 2011 and what it has in store for me.

I ended up spending new years day with RM, hence why there isn't a blog post for yesterday.
On NYE, around 9pm, he messaged me saying if I'd be down to chill with him. I said "yes" of course, and started to pack my things and got ready to head over to his place. He said he was out eating dinner with a few of his pals and he'd be done soon. So, I told him that I'll head for the bus since transit during NYE always gets a little crazy. I shut off my computer, headed out of the apartment, and waited at the bus stop. When the bus came, I texted RM that I was on it, and waited for his response. He then texted me back when I was on the skytrain saying that he's almost finished eating dinner and that he'd be at his place in no time. Anyways, I'll skip the boring part to save you from losing interest. I got to his place and told him that I was there... no response. It was probably minus 6 degrees Celsius outside and I had nowhere to go except wait outside in the freezing cold. It was 11:14pm at this time, super close to midnight. at 11:50pm I've decided that if he didn't show up by then, I'll head back home and just forget about the whole thing.
Midnight came, and I was on the skytrain again heading home. When I was downtown waiting for my bus, I get a call from RM asking where I was. "Grandville" I said, "I'm heading home, it's too cold to be waiting outside". He was confused as to why I was heading back home, but he figured out that I've waited too long for him in the cold. "Did you want me to turn back?" I asked. He said that he didn't want to pressure me into doing anything and that it was all up to me, and of course, because I love him,I turned back to the skytrain and rode back to his place. By the time I get there, it was 1am. I was freezing cold, on the verge of tears because I was that cold, and I was slightly annoyed that I wasted my midnight just waiting for nothing. I didn't even get to make my wish... sigh. RM opened the door to his apartment and had a pretty sad look on his face. He opened up his arms for a hug, I dove right in, and he said that he was really sorry and that he felt bad for taking so long and making me wait. I told him that it was okay and that shit happens. Of course, if he didn't apologize like that I wouldn't have forgiven him.
Later, his friends and I all got high, and when he had a moment of privacy together, RM held my face and gave me a quick kiss and said that he was sorry again.
After his friends left, we watched a movie on his computer, and went to bed at 4am. We woke up at 1:30pm, got some food, watched more stuff, walked about, did our own little hobbies, and went out for food again. I ended up staying there another night, and came home the next morning... So my start to the year was.. good, mostly, with a hint of disappointment. I feel like this is going to be a theme for the rest of the year. Lol.

For breakfast, I had...
Oatmeal - 260cal
Eggs - 140cal
Apple - 100cal
Total: 500cal
I have another 800 calories to work with. So... 400cal for both lunch and dinner.
I'm not sure what I'll have for lunch or for dinner, but I'll probably end up having some work sammies. I could always go to the grocery store and get some apples and some yogurt for lunch and for dinner I could always buy a quick sammie.
Meh, we'll have to wait and see when the time comes.
So, I'll blog later.
Bye bye~!

1 comment:

  1. Congrats on almost being out of the 130's. Once you're in the 120's it makes it much harder to go back up again, since going from 129 to 130 seems like a much bigger deal than just staying in the 130's (;

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