Post Vacation

I just had a vacation from the 25th of August till now. Tomorrow I start work, so... I don't know how I feel about that. I just hate my job, I hate that I still have to live with NS for another month, and I also hate living in the district I'm living in, Everything here is fake and cheap and so are the people. I can't wait for the day I'm gone. I can almost taste my freedom, but the rancid flavour of stress still lingers in the back of my throat. 25th - I got a new cellphone because I lost the other. That fucking took eons. I was at Rogers for 3 hours collectively to get a phone. Jesus. Then I came home to NS and her ex-boyfriend-fuck-toy fucking like prepubescent teenagers. Great. I was so stressed out at that point I thought I was gonna lose it. So I packed my shit up and went to RM's. And went I got there we didn't do much; just hung out, do our things, and watch movies. 26th - RM and I went out. I went shopping for clothes and phone accessories, and RM did some ticket promoting/selling and met up with some business people. We met up in the mall, and he finally bought a new pair of pants. We came home ate some dinner. There was a show playing tonight so RM went to the club early and sold more tickets. I met up with him again and kept him company until his buddy took me inside. RM didn't get inside until 2 hours later, and by that time I was pretty tipsy. Matt (RM's buddy) looked after me almost the entire night, and I was pretty disappointed that RM spent most of his time doing whatever he had to get done. We finally left the club, and I was pretty frustrated with the whole show and the fact that I pretty mush spend the entire night by myself. It took us a while to get home since the night bus takes forever to get anywhere. It must've been 4am. We smoked up, stayed up a little and went to bed a bit earlier than 6am. 27th - RM woke me up at 5pm. I couldn't believe I slept that long. We got some food, watched more movies and then RM went to go play poker with his high school buds. I pretty much spent this whole day alone. I don't think he came back until 4:30am. I was pretty bummed. This was probably the loneliest day of my vacation. I didn't expect him to spend every waking moment with me but... don't leave me alone all day and make me wait for him until I'm too tired to wait... I understand that he has a life outside of me, but it's kind of insensitive.... 28th - I was gonna go home today, but RM wasn't going to visit his mom and so he asked me what I wanted to do today. We ended up going shopping and then staying indoors, it was too hot to do anything anyway. I got a fair amount of drawings done. We eventually smoked up and watched movies. 29th - I visited my family today and didn't get back home until late. RM and I made nachos and watched more movies; pulp fiction and minority report. We smoked up again and had a fairly chill day. 30th - We just bummed around and did nothing. Lol. 31st - I started to pack all my stuff in the morning, we had lunch, then I went home. I had an okay vacation. It went by fast... too fast... Tomorrow is September 1st. A new month a new eating plan. I have one month until I move in with RM and so I'll need to be extra good and lose weight so that I can walk around naked in front of RM and not feel stupid about it. Anyhoo, long post. Goodnight.