Just Wow.

So, this week has been absolute hell.
NS is still fucking annoying as ever. I've spend too much time around her; at home, at work, and she still finds the need to say "We never hang out anymore". FFS, seriously!? She's fucking crazy, and needy, and clingy, AND she also does this whole annoying baby talk all the time. Fucking hell. And, for some reason, she can't keep her fucking hands to herself. She always has to latch on to me, poke me, pat my head, or something stupid like that. Seriously, if she fucks with me I'm gonna lose it. I'm even considering not being friends with her anymore because she's also negative and never sees the good in life anymore. It honestly drains the life out of me. I just can't wait for the day I move away from her. I'm not fucking married to her, I'm just her friend. I need physical and mental space away from her because she constantly crowds me all the time. FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE FOR ONE FUCKING MINUTE, KAY?!
UGH! And get this, her ex-boyfriend is sleeping over tonight and tomorrow night to hang out with her, and to obviously fuck her. He's only using her for sex, and even though she 'knows' it, she's obviously in denial about the whole thing. And when the day he fucks a different girl comes, I'm not gonna give NS ANY sympathy since I've warned her multiple times and I'm even going to tell her that I don't feel one bit sorry for her. I'm not going to pick up the pieces, I'm not going to console her, I'm not going to do anything for her because she already knows when that day comes and she feels shitty, she'll know that it's ALL her fault and she could've prevented everything.
Also, I lost my phone. So now I have to get a new one, but before I do that I need my dad to release my number from the family account. My dad doesn't know how to speak English all that well because he immigrated to Canada years ago, so now my brother has to do it for my dad but my brother and my dad are barely home together. So now I'm just waiting and hoping for my brother and my dad to do it because I don't have other means of communication other than the internet since I'm always at work or it always crashes.
Work fucking sucks. People treat me like a stupid robot all day because people who live in this area are poseur-rich people who can't fucking afford a coffee everyday and yet they're there everyday.
AND, I start work tomorrow at 1:30pm but I have to be out of the house by 9am because I apparently have bed bugs.
And after work I'll have to come home to NS and her ex-boyfriend fucking, and they're no way to get in contact with RM because he's somewhere out there.
Fuck. My. Life. And everything was going to well for a minute.
UGH! I'm so stressed out and hungry, but there's no way I'm gonna put anything in my mouth. I'm too tense for anything.
I just wish that someone from somewhere would find me and save me from this nightmare.