Thoughts.

I think I owe everyone an explanation as to why I've not been posting as frequently as I should. It has to do with my... - Laziness. - Finding no need to complain//bitch about everything. - I don't get enough privacy these days. - My ED thoughts aren't as strong as they used to be. - I didn't want to bore people to death with my uneventful life. - I'm a bit happier these days. - I genuinely forget. - And since I don't consider myself having an ED and this is an ED blog, I would just be wasting everyone's time. BUT! I still would love to blog, but I need more of a purpose to blog. - I still have ED thoughts from time to time, and I'm still struggling with my weight. - I'm in a complicated 'relationship' with my new roommate RM. - I have terrible anxiety about my future and if I'm ever going to go back to school to learn a variation of fine arts. - I need a place to vent or to share my feeling because I'm definitely other people's rock and I have no one to talk to. - Writing is something that I've always cherished and encouraged, it's a great human skill that shouldn't be ignored. - I like documenting my life so that I can read back and see how much I've grown. - It's fun. - It's healthy. - I have lots to say, and great advice for those to want it. - The community here is so amazing, I still want to be a part of it. For those who care, I'll be doing a complete overhaul of this blog soon or even making a new one completely. I need to crack down on this and make it into a haven.